After Hours at the W. H. Over Museum, Vermillion, South Dakota, with Paula Kinoshita, Canadian

 

 

                        I

 

We found nothing wanting discovery

except the vagrant F of BUF ALO.

Paula petted anything woebegone—

birds I’m not sure were native Dakotans

when taxidermed by invisible hands.

I stood watch, though no one was left but us,

our fellow marauders deserting us or

these premises when the merlot ran dry.

Everything spread out ad infinitum,

without apparent order, mimetic

given Over’s natural history

plot, yet discernible aisles sprang forward

like corn rows as we picked through displays,

idling twice to ogle beadwork fringes

of a baby’s moccasins, Paula cooing

at their intricacies, complimenting

the maker out loud as if we were at home

appraising her wares, or at the world’s bazaar,

convinced our public appreciation

would only heighten beadwork’s stock value

once we’d claimed some as ours.  But we ignored

the moosehead overhead because hung right

side up, reminding me of the big screen

in sports bars, stay-tuned for a long-faced,

long-nosed Presidential address, and because

I’d never seen one in South Dakota

or anywhere near.  Had Paula ever

in her Canada province? I asked.  No.

We did agree its size was impressive.

Imagine how huge its body had been.

Solemnity bred by high, flat ceilings,

modeled on the archless dome of the plains,

no doubt, and the fluorescent lights made us

mistake a bear rug for a buffalo

robe, or was it the other way around?

 

                        II

 

Across from a mammoth teepee we found

the sole claim shanty allegedly built

by Gabriel Mydland, a Norwegian

shipbuilder, for his six children and wife.

A Dakota: Land & People exhibit,

it had a dormer roof, without dormer,

a screen door, one window, and no garage.

Habitable yet barely hospitable,

I think.  Within the lintel figurehead’s

crewelwork, Paula finds and reads aloud:

A tribute to all the immigrants who

endured the hardships and uncertainties

of the Dakota Prairies during

the homestead boom of the 1880s.

I searched for asides on the evolution

of wall board and floor joists from sod 2 x 4s

to Sears lumber culled from black forests

then distributed via paper-saving

electronic catalogs and Roadway

to the nearly tree-free, landlocked prairie.

But the sign we find says loudly in caps:

BETTER HOPE YOU LIKE YOUR OWN COMPANY.

Sage heads up, we concur, peering into

the poet-waxed confines, reminiscent

of a corporate cubicle except

tinier—where a big dog couldn’t turn

around to find its tail in a twister—

and sans gewgaws or one labor-saving

device, say a garbage disposal or

Kleenex, an out-of-the-way clothesline or

the Frigidaire’s magnetic calendar,

bought with nickels at the Franklin dime store

when I was ten and Paula was just born.

 

                        III

 

Wondering how eight people loved each other

kinked alongside Dakota’s wind, I think

of Thoreau’s retreat, a divining rod

for reflection or duplicity—both

the authentic cabin, visible in

spirit only, and its discernible

facsimile, far from Walden Pond’s depths.

Reciting synchronicity after

Thoreau, I once stopped by on July 4th

at least ad locum historians believe

to be the site Thoreau situated

his home founded on inner resources

and Emerson’s wife’s magnanimity,

surely, since Ralph and Henry befriended

each other, and Mrs. Emerson died

yet continued supporting her husband’s

ministries with an admirable trust

fund.  Words taken as history, themselves

constitutive, I know.  Concord’s tour guide

told me Thoreau as Thoreau pronounced it

rhymes with furrow, complete with feminine

end note, to further diminish its French

inflection, she said, as Thoreau was through-

and-through Concordian-American.

I like to think of him still in snowshoes,

standing on frozen Walden, sounding it

out.  I like to think of Concord’s guide in

a parka at her roadside hut, waving

passersby on, after setting them straight.

I like to think of me within the chain-link

parameters of what was once Thoreau’s

10 x 15 inviolate shadowbox,

cajoling providence to co-sign my book.

 

                        IV

 

The woman appeared as if from nowhere.

We were just looking and passing time, we said,

then grinned without guile or self-consciousness

before she could ask, Is this your hand bag?

She raised a silk purse.  I would have claimed it

had it been a Kenneth Cole or faux Gucci.

Whose wallet would I have spoken for?

I think of all the headless mannequins

modeling prairie women’s shawls.  Perhaps

it’s hers, I say, pointing out the woman

clothed au naturel, without shame, silver

tinsel draping her neck like a boa

or a noose, given the display’s Wild West

Christmas theme.  Women weren’t hanged, the woman

who announces herself as assistant

to the assistant curator claims.  There’s that

at least, I think.  How can she be so sure,

Paula wanted to know, if you weren’t there?

The assistant to the assistant

curator conceded, ushering us

to the door as she spoke, Everything

happens once.  Flagrante delicto, we

misplace Gameboy slugs or wood dollies in

a turnstile on the way out.  We agree,

Everything happens once.  Because, we think,

we were here, two women, of all people—

ad hoc grace, transient as wind so familiar

it appears close to divisible, then

so ever present, transparent, once more.